Sunday, June 6, 2010

Good Sunday Evening

I never saw what the last couple of years had done to me (oh, I suspected, but didn't pay it much mind) until I looked in the mirror last Thursday morning - holy cow, was that me?! - no pun intented.

I have gained 30 pounds and it really, really shows. My face looks like an overinflated balloon, my hair was shapeless, past my shoulders and I looked horrible.

I have no point of reference, except myself, but my guess is, most women are so busy taking care of everyone else that they forget they have to figure somewhere into the equation. Eat right - take a little time for exercise, like a nice, long walk. Get a haircut every now and then, why don't we, and maybe even read a book. Have a bubble bath, soak until the rest of the skin wrinkles. Write once in a while, because cliche or not, if you don't use it, that muscle will atrophy and may never recover.

After the initial shock of being confronted with an honest mirror, I took a few steps toward finding myself again. I recommitted to South Beach, waited an hour and a half for hair cut, and since I was already in the chair, had the eyebrows waxed and sprang for a shampoo - which I have to tell you was the next best thing to the best ... intimacy... I ever had. Tea tree shampoo. It is heaven in a bottle.

I bought a book, the new one by Pat Conroy, filled a grocery cart full of fresh vegetables and fruits and spent a small mint on shower gel.

Sometimes, you have to be good to yourself. I think sometime has come for me.

5 comments:

Paula said...

Good for you girl 'cause when you get to be my age wellllll. I read, take a soaking bubble bath and even get a massage once a week but nothing helps the looks but I feel better. So nice to see a post from you.

FrankandMary said...

I am so glad you are taking the high road with this. You are an amazing chick to me ;0.~Mary

CoLine said...

It's good to see you blogging again! And it is nice that you are starting to take care and pamper yourself. Hugs to you dear!♥

I Have Tea said...

thanks, y'all. i hope you're doing well! hugs

Lori said...

Wow! Hello! Where have you been?
Yes, I've seen that stranger in the mirror myself. I just don't seem to have the will-power to make myself do something about it -- including the haircut! Good for you, though, and it is so good to see posts from you!